Author: Carrow Brown

Weekly Accountability – Onward to a New Quarter!

Posted on March 31, 2025 by Carrow Brown

I didn’t realize how fast these past two weeks would fly by until I found myself blinking at my screen, wondering where the time had gone. Life has been busier than I expected—like, “what day is it again?” levels of busy—and while I kept most of the plates spinning, a few did wobble. One of those was my weekly accountability post, and I want to be honest about that.

To be completely transparent: the past couple of weeks took a toll on my mental health. Not in a crisis kind of way, but in that quiet, slow-burn sort of stress that builds up behind the scenes while you’re focused on doing All The Things. I kept pushing forward physically, but I wasn’t doing as much to manage the weight mentally. And that imbalance crept up on me. I think sometimes we expect ourselves to just handle everything—especially when we’re high-performing, goal-setting types. But brains need maintenance too. Rest. Reset. Grace.

So while I didn’t post last week’s accountability update, I’m showing up today because I’m feeling better. Not perfect, but stronger. And I’m committing to keeping my mental health just as much a priority as my physical health moving into this next quarter.

New Project, New Chapter

On the exciting side of things—because life is never all doom and gloom—I signed the paperwork on a brand-new project this morning! And no, I still can’t tell you the details just yet (I know, I know… I’m the worst), but what I can say is that it’s with a completely different publisher than my current projects. And this opportunity came out of left field in the best possible way.

It’s one of those moments where you step back and think, “Wow… this is actually happening.” I feel deeply honored that this publisher not only reached out to me, but has already been so supportive and collaborative. There’s something energizing about working with people who believe in what you do—and it’s a reminder that all the long hours, drafts, and rewrites do mean something. I’m so looking forward to seeing how this partnership grows. Honestly? I’m just grateful.

And yes, when I can say more, you’ll be the first to know.

Quarter Two: Reset, Reflect, Rebuild

Since we’re heading into a brand-new quarter (hello, Q2 of 2025), I spent some time this weekend looking over my Q1 goals and progress. It’s something I try to do consistently—not to beat myself up over what didn’t happen, but to recognize where I’ve been and realign with where I want to go.

Here’s what I asked myself:

  • What worked?
  • What didn’t?
  • What felt right, even if it didn’t hit the goal marker?
  • What drained me?
  • What fueled me?

From there, I updated my self-improvement benchmarks for what I call my “Level-Up” plan—my ongoing effort to treat life like a real-life RPG. Because why not gamify personal growth? It makes the process more engaging and helps me track the little wins, not just the big milestones. Q1 taught me a few things about pace, pressure, and presence. Q2 is about balance, intention, and stronger follow-through.

My Q2 theme: Disciplined joy.

I want to show up, do the work, hit the targets—but also let myself enjoy the process. No more sizzle-sizzle burnout weekends. I need my brain firing on all cylinders for the creative ideas I’ve got coming.

Physical Progress: Strength Over Stress

On the physical side, I’m still on track and going strong. My workouts have been one of the biggest sources of consistency and clarity for me lately. Even when my brain’s foggy or my schedule’s chaotic, that time set aside to move and sweat has been a saving grace. It’s a reminder that I’m not just a mind—I’m a whole person. And I feel proud of the strength I’ve built so far.

I set a very specific physical goal for Q2: to be able to do a full pull-up by the end of the quarter. Just one. One good, clean, chin-over-bar pull-up. For some people, that might not sound like a huge deal. But for me? It’s symbolic. It’s proof that consistent effort leads to measurable strength. Right now, I’m working on negatives and assisted pull-ups and slowly building the muscle groups that make that movement possible. I can feel the difference already, and I’m determined to get there.

If you’ve ever struggled with physical goals before, let me just say: progress is never linear. It’s okay if your starting point feels a million miles away from your end goal. What matters is showing up, consistently, with intention. You don’t have to move fast—you just have to keep moving.

The Work-Story Balancing Act

Now, let’s talk about the writing—because you know I can’t stay away from the stories, even when life gets hectic.

I’ve got a handful of stories drafted and sitting patiently in my folders, waiting to be polished, posted, or further developed. The problem hasn’t been the ideas—it’s been the time management. My weekdays have gotten away from me a bit lately, and by the time the weekend rolls around, I find myself in full brain-fry mode. “Sizzle-sizzle,” as I’ve been calling it. All creative spark, no energy to wield it.

So here’s the plan for Q2: build a better weekday routine for writing.

That means carving out space during the week—not just waiting until Saturday or Sunday to “catch up.” Because let’s be real: if I’m already drained by then, I’m not doing my best work. And the stories deserve better. You deserve better.

Part of my new structure includes:

  • Short, focused writing sprints on weekday mornings or lunch breaks.
  • Keeping a running list of “next step” tasks so I don’t waste time deciding what to work on.
  • Treating the act of writing as sacred, not just the result.

You know that quote, “Discipline equals freedom”? I’m leaning into that. Because the more structured I make my writing life, the more room I have for creativity, spontaneity, and joy.

Something Special is Brewing

And yes, while I’ve been quiet on the publishing front, that doesn’t mean nothing is coming. In fact, something special is in the works. It’s one of those pieces that feels different—like a shift, a new layer, a stretch into something bolder. I can’t wait to share it with you. It’s a story that has my full heart in it, and I’ve been taking my time to do it right.

You know me: I want every release to feel worth it—not just a filler between projects, but something that resonates. And this one? I think it will.

So if you’ve been waiting for something new to read, hang tight. I promise the wait will be worth it.

Gratitude, Growth, and Grace

As I move into Q2 with all of these plans, goals, and projects on the horizon, I just want to say: thank you. Thank you for sticking with me. For reading these updates. For celebrating the wins and giving grace when the schedule shifts. Being part of this community reminds me why I do what I do.

Writing can be isolating work—but having people cheering me on makes all the difference.

To recap:

  • I missed an update, but I’m back and recommitted to balance and health (mental and physical).
  • I signed a new project with a fantastic new publisher (can’t wait to share more).
  • I reviewed Q1 and set clear, realistic, and exciting goals for Q2.
  • My physical health is on track, and I’m working toward my first pull-up.
  • I’m building a new writing routine to avoid the burnout loop.
  • And something special is coming down the pipeline very soon.

Q2 is the chapter where things get intentional.

Here’s to showing up, leveling up, and giving ourselves the room to grow.

Let’s go.

AP: I busted my thumb…

Posted on March 17, 2025 by Carrow Brown

This week threw me a curveball, and honestly, it was frustrating. One moment, I was feeling like a champion, hitting my boxing workouts with full force. The next, I had a hurt thumb, and suddenly, everything slowed down. My writing goals took a hit—literally. It’s crazy how one small injury can throw off an entire workflow. Typing at 92 WPM to struggling at 32 WPM is a whole different kind of pain, one that’s less about physical discomfort and more about patience.

Writing Challenges and Progress

The biggest impact of my injury has been on my weekly short story schedule. Falling behind by three stories isn’t exactly the progress I wanted. But instead of dwelling on the backlog, I’m shifting my focus. Writing is a long game, and minor setbacks don’t define the overall journey. I’ll get caught up, even if it takes a bit longer. The important thing is that I’m still moving forward.

On a brighter note, I’ve dived back into two books that are almost finished. Revisiting these stories has been a wild trip down memory lane. It’s like catching up with old friends—characters I know intimately but haven’t spent time with in a while. Reading through them has given me fresh motivation to get them done this year. I know how close I am, and that alone is pushing me forward.

It’s interesting to see how my writing has evolved. There are parts I love, moments that make me cringe, and sections where I just shake my head at past choices. But that’s the beauty of revising and finishing projects. There’s always an opportunity to refine, elevate, and bring out the best in a story.

Personal Productivity Wins

Despite my writing setback, I’ve been feeling a lot more in control of my personal productivity. I’ve been refining my workflow, staying on task, and experimenting with different tools to optimize how I track ideas and notes. One concept I’ve been playing with is the idea of a commonplace notebook. The problem? I don’t want to carry seven million notebooks with me everywhere I go. The solution? I haven’t quite figured it out yet.

I’m toying with digital alternatives, trying out a mix of apps that allow both typed and handwritten notes. There’s something about handwriting that makes information stick differently, but I also love the convenience of having everything searchable in a digital format. I have a feeling this will be one of those things I change my mind on a dozen times before I find a system that works. Maybe by next week, I’ll have thrown the whole idea out the window. We’ll see.

What I do know is that my ability to focus has improved dramatically. Whether it’s the structured daily planning or just being in a better headspace, I’m getting things done without feeling overwhelmed. That’s a huge win.

Fitness: Adapting to Injury

Fitness has been another major focus for me. Before hurting my thumb, I was absolutely crushing my workouts. It’s been one of the most rewarding parts of my routine—seeing progress, feeling stronger, and pushing past limits. Then, boom—setback.

It’s easy to get discouraged when an injury happens, especially when you’re in a solid rhythm. But instead of letting it derail me, I’m adjusting. Sure, I can’t go all out in boxing right now, and some exercises are off-limits, but that doesn’t mean progress stops. I’ve been modifying workouts, focusing on what I can do rather than what I can’t. That mindset shift makes all the difference.

One of the biggest lessons I’ve learned from fitness (and life in general) is that consistency matters more than perfection. You don’t need to be at 100% every single day. You just need to show up, do what you can, and keep moving forward. And that’s exactly what I’m doing.

Looking Ahead

So, what’s next? Catching up on writing, continuing to refine my productivity systems, and staying consistent in fitness—injury or not. I know I won’t always have perfect weeks, but the important thing is that I don’t let setbacks turn into excuses. Progress is progress, no matter how slow it feels.

If anything, this week has been a reminder that adaptability is key. Plans don’t always go as expected, but adjusting and finding ways to keep moving forward is what makes the difference. I might be writing slower right now, but I’m still writing. My short stories may be behind schedule, but they’re not abandoned. My workouts have changed, but they haven’t stopped. And that’s what matters.

Here’s to another week of pushing forward—thumb injury and all.

How was your week? Did you hit any roadblocks, and how did you handle them? Let’s keep each other accountable!

Worldbuilding Basics

Posted on March 14, 2025 by Carrow Brown

How to Create an Engaging Setting for Your Story

Worldbuilding is a cornerstone of storytelling. Whether you’re writing a fictional novel or creating a comic, your world is the canvas on which your story unfolds. A well-built world engages readers, grounds your characters, and gives your plot depth and authenticity. But where do you start, and how do you ensure your world feels real and vibrant without overwhelming your audience? This guide will walk you through the essentials of creating an engaging setting for your story, from initial concepts to final polish.

Why Worldbuilding Matters

Before diving into the process, it’s important to understand why worldbuilding matters. The setting isn’t just the backdrop; it’s an active part of the story. It influences characters, shapes conflicts, and provides a lens through which themes can be explored. A rich, consistent world can make readers feel like they’re stepping into a living, breathing universe.

Step 1: Define the Core Concept

What is the unique hook of your world?

Start by identifying the central idea that makes your setting stand out. Is it a dystopian future governed by AIs? A magical realm where seasons last centuries? A bustling alien trade hub in deep space? This core concept will serve as the foundation for your world.

For example:

  • The Hunger Games builds its world around the concept of a post-apocalyptic society with a deadly televised competition.
  • Lord of the Rings creates a sprawling fantasy realm rooted in mythology and epic quests.

Pro Tip: Keep It Focused

Your core concept doesn’t need to be overly complex. A single, intriguing idea can spark countless story possibilities.

Step 2: Establish the Rules of Your World

Once you have your concept, it’s time to create the rules that govern your setting. These rules ensure consistency and help readers understand how your world works.

Questions to Ask:

  1. Physical Rules: What is the geography, climate, and natural environment like? Are there unique physical phenomena (e.g., floating islands, perpetual storms)?
  2. Cultural Rules: How do societies function? What are their customs, laws, and traditions? Are there social hierarchies or taboos?
  3. Technological/Magical Rules: What level of technology exists? How does magic or advanced tech function, and what are its limitations?
  4. Historical Rules: What events shaped your world? Are there legends, wars, or disasters that impact the present?

Example:

In Avatar: The Last Airbender, bending (the ability to manipulate elements) is the defining feature of the world. Each nation corresponds to an element, influencing its culture, architecture, and politics. The rules of bending—who can bend, how it works—are clearly defined and consistent.

Step 3: Build Layers of Detail

A compelling world feels layered, with details that hint at a larger reality beyond the immediate story. However, you don’t need to explain everything. Instead, aim to create the illusion of depth.

Key Areas to Develop:

  1. Geography: Draw maps or outline key locations. Even a simple sketch can help you visualize your world.
  2. Culture: Think about language, religion, fashion, cuisine, and art. Small cultural quirks can make a society feel unique.
  3. Economy: How do people make a living? Are there trade systems, currencies, or unique resources?
  4. Politics and Power: Who holds power, and how is it wielded? Are there rival factions, secret cabals, or ongoing conflicts?
  5. Flora and Fauna: Consider the natural world. Are there exotic plants, animals, or ecosystems that set your world apart?

Pro Tip: Show, Don’t Tell

Integrate details naturally into the story. Let readers learn about your world through characters’ actions, dialogue, and surroundings, rather than through info-dumps.

Step 4: Focus on Character Perspective

Your world will feel more engaging if it’s filtered through the eyes of your characters. How do they perceive their surroundings? What biases or beliefs shape their view of the world?

Consider:

  • A peasant will see the king’s palace as a symbol of oppression, while a noble might see it as a testament to their family’s legacy.
  • A spacefaring scavenger might find awe in a derelict alien ship, while a seasoned trader might see it as just another job.

Example:

In Dune, the desert planet of Arrakis is vividly described, but its significance is amplified by how characters interact with it. To the Fremen, the desert is sacred and life-giving, while to the Harkonnens, it’s a resource to exploit.

Step 5: Maintain Consistency

Nothing pulls readers out of a story faster than inconsistencies. If your world has rules, stick to them. If there are exceptions, ensure they’re explained logically.

Tools to Stay Organized:

  • Worldbuilding Bible: Keep a document or notebook with all the details of your world, from geography to character bios.
  • Timelines: Create a timeline of key historical events to keep track of your world’s history.
  • Maps: Visual aids can help ensure consistency in locations and travel times.

Step 6: Adapt for Your Medium

Worldbuilding for novels and comics requires different approaches. While novels can take time to describe settings in detail, comics rely on visuals to convey the world.

For Novels:

  • Use vivid, sensory descriptions to bring settings to life.
  • Balance detail with pacing; avoid overwhelming readers with too much information at once.

For Comics:

  • Collaborate with your artist to ensure the visuals align with your vision.
  • Use visual storytelling to show the world’s details without relying heavily on dialogue or narration.

Step 7: Test Your World

Before diving into your story, test your worldbuilding by asking:

  • Does my world support the themes and conflicts of the story?
  • Are there areas that feel underdeveloped or inconsistent?
  • Will readers understand the world through the characters’ eyes?

You can also share your worldbuilding with beta readers or trusted friends for feedback.

Conclusion

Worldbuilding is an iterative process. It’s okay to start with a broad idea and refine it as your story develops. Remember, your goal isn’t to create a perfectly detailed encyclopedia but to craft a setting that feels immersive and enhances your narrative. By focusing on your core concept, establishing rules, layering details, and integrating your world into the story, you’ll create a setting that captivates readers and leaves them eager to explore more.

Homework: Draft a One-Page Description of Your Comic’s World

To put these principles into practice, try creating a one-page description of your comic’s world. Include:

  1. A brief overview of the world’s core concept.
  2. Key physical and cultural details.
  3. A glimpse of its history or unique features.
  4. How the world shapes your characters and story.

By distilling your world into one page, you’ll clarify your vision and ensure your setting is cohesive and engaging. Happy worldbuilding!

Weekly Accountability Post

Posted on March 11, 2025 by Carrow Brown

This past week has been a whirlwind of productivity, discipline, and planning for the months ahead. It feels great to be back in a solid rhythm with my work, writing, and fitness. There’s a lot to update you on, so let’s dive in!

Project Milestone Reached: Now We Wait

I’m thrilled to share that I have officially completed my latest work project and submitted it for review! This was a huge undertaking, but I had a fantastic time working on it, and now, it’s in the capable hands of the editing team.

As with any creative endeavor, there will undoubtedly be changes, revisions, and adjustments to be made before it reaches its final form. I expect the process to take some time, and realistically, I don’t think I’ll see this story in print until next year. That being said, I’m incredibly excited about it. Seeing a story grow from an idea into a full-fledged narrative ready for publication is one of the most rewarding parts of being a writer.

Unfortunately, I can’t share too many details just yet, but I promise that when the time is right, you’ll be among the first to know! I always appreciate the support and enthusiasm from those who follow my work, and I’m looking forward to sharing this journey with you as it unfolds.

Establishing a Sustainable Writing Routine

Last week, I focused on getting my routines in order—both for writing and for life in general. I’ve learned the hard way that discipline and structure are necessary if I want to keep up with my creative goals without burning out. Thankfully, I think I’ve finally settled into a system that works for me.

Going forward, I’m committed to keeping a steady publishing schedule. Roll D20 for Love will continue to have regular chapter updates here on my website. This story has been an absolute joy to write, and I love seeing how people connect with the characters and their journey. But beyond that, I’ve made a firm decision—it’s time to finally tackle the next book in my Ghost Walker Chronicles.

I’ve been talking about finishing this series for a while now, and the truth is, it won’t happen unless I sit down and actually write it. I have a draft tucked away somewhere, and my goal for the rest of the month is to unearth it, read through what I already have, and assess what needs to be filled in. I suspect that it will require a good amount of revision and expansion, but I’m ready for the challenge.

It’s a great feeling to finally have a structured plan. When you’re juggling multiple projects, it’s easy to get overwhelmed. Having a roadmap makes all the difference.

A Short Story on the Horizon

Beyond my novel work, I’ve also been working on a new short story that is set to go live this Sunday. I want to take a moment to thank everyone who has been patient while I’ve been restructuring my approach to writing, posting, and dealing with the inevitable website issues that come with running my own platform.

Short stories have always been a great way for me to experiment with new ideas and writing techniques. They offer a refreshing break from long-form projects while still allowing me to tell compelling, self-contained narratives. If you enjoy my work, be sure to check back on Sunday for this latest piece!

Productivity Journey: Finding What Works

The most significant breakthrough I’ve had recently is that the setup I’ve been using is actually working. That might not sound like a big deal, but for anyone who has ever struggled with productivity, you know how rare and valuable that feeling is.

For a long time, I felt like I was constantly tweaking and changing my approach to productivity—trying new planners, digital tools, and workflow strategies. But I’ve finally found a rhythm that allows me to stay on top of my workload without feeling constantly behind or stretched too thin.

Here’s what has been working for me:

  1. Time Blocking: I divide my day into distinct blocks dedicated to specific tasks—writing, editing, admin work, and so on. Having set times for everything reduces the mental burden of decision-making.
  2. Prioritization: Each morning, I identify the three most important tasks for the day. If nothing else gets done, I know I’ve at least tackled the essentials.
  3. Batching Tasks: I group similar tasks together to maximize efficiency. Instead of responding to emails sporadically throughout the day, I dedicate one or two chunks of time to clearing my inbox.
  4. Accountability: Keeping this blog updated has been a great way to stay accountable for my progress. When I put my goals out into the world, I feel more motivated to follow through.
  5. Rest and Recovery: Pushing through burnout never works in the long run. I’ve been scheduling regular breaks to keep my energy levels high and my creativity flowing.

For anyone who is struggling to get a handle on their own productivity, I highly recommend experimenting with different approaches until you find what clicks. It takes time, but once you figure it out, everything changes.

Fitness Update: Training for a Challenge

In addition to all the writing projects, I’m also embarking on a new fitness journey. I’ve just started a training program to prepare for a project with a friend that is happening in 13 weeks.

I can’t say too much about it just yet, but let’s just say it involves a lot of movement—fighting, jumping, agility work, and endurance training. It’s going to push me way outside my comfort zone, but that’s exactly why I’m so excited about it.

One thing I’ve learned over the years is that real growth only happens when you challenge yourself. Staying in your comfort zone might feel safe, but it rarely leads to meaningful progress. This new training regimen is going to be tough, but I’m looking forward to the challenge and to seeing how far I can push myself.

In terms of specifics, my plan includes:

  • Strength training three times a week
  • Cardio and agility drills four times a week
  • Active recovery days with mobility work and stretching

I’m also making some dietary adjustments to support my training, ensuring that I have enough energy and recovery fuel for the intense workouts ahead. Hydration has been a big focus too—drinking a gallon of water a day has made a noticeable difference in my energy levels and recovery times.

Looking Ahead

With so many exciting things happening, I feel like I’m in a great place moving forward. Here’s a quick recap of my current goals:

  1. Writing Goals:
    • Keep publishing Roll D20 for Love chapters regularly
    • Revisit and work on Ghost Walker Chronicles
    • Publish a new short story this Sunday
  2. Productivity & Routine:
    • Stick to the system that’s been working for me
    • Maintain consistency in writing and admin work
  3. Fitness & Training:
    • Train consistently for the next 13 weeks
    • Push myself beyond my usual limits
    • Stay accountable and track progress

I want to thank everyone for being part of this journey with me. Whether you’ve been following my writing, supporting my creative projects, or simply checking in on these updates, it means the world to me. Here’s to another week of progress, discipline, and creativity!

Weekly Accountability Post

Posted on March 3, 2025 by Carrow Brown

This past week, I managed to draft a new short story called Witch & Were, which I originally intended to release in Wicked Whispers. Unfortunately, work demanded more of my time than expected, and by the time I had the opportunity to sit down with it again, I was too exhausted to dive into edits. The good news? The story is drafted, and my goal is to have it out this week.

Writing is a journey that often takes unexpected turns, and while I wish I could have gotten it out as planned, I’m also reminding myself that progress is still progress. Drafting is one of the hardest parts of the process, and now that the words are on the page, editing will be much more manageable. It’s important to acknowledge these moments rather than dwell on what didn’t get done. One of the things I’ve learned over time is that creative burnout happens more easily when I focus too much on what I didn’t accomplish rather than celebrating the work I did complete.

Beyond that, I have a secret project I’m working on, and I couldn’t be more excited! I’m deeply honored to be part of this, and while I can’t share details just yet, know that it’s something I’ve really wanted to do. This week, I’ll be wrapping it up and submitting it for approval—fingers crossed! I wish I could share more, but for now, all I can say is that it aligns perfectly with my passions, and I feel like this is a dream opportunity that came at the perfect time. Opportunities like this are rare, and I want to make sure I give it my all.

For those of you who haven’t yet checked out the Dirty Deeds trailer or campaign, time is running out! There are only a few more weeks left before it ends. It would mean so much if you took a look and shared your thoughts. I’m both nervous and excited for readers to experience this story. Launching a project like this comes with a mix of emotions—there’s excitement, anxiety, anticipation, and, of course, the ever-present fear of whether people will enjoy it. But I’m grateful for everyone who has supported Dirty Deeds so far, whether through purchasing a copy, sharing the campaign, or simply sending me words of encouragement. If you’re on the fence about checking it out, I’d love for you to take a moment to see what Dirty Deeds is all about. And for those who have already supported the project—you are the best!

Personal Productivity

I think I’ve finally settled into a system that works for me, and for the first time in a while, I feel on top of things. It’s still a bit of work, but any progress is better than slipping back into the overwhelm I felt in late January and early February.

Looking back, I think a big part of my struggle was feeling overloaded with too many moving parts. That feeling led to avoidant behavior, which in turn made me abandon the original method that had been working for me. I’ve recently been exploring the concept of ‘Monk Mode’—essentially, a hyper-focused period of self-improvement and goal achievement. While it has mixed opinions surrounding it, I’m willing to give it a shot if it helps me stay on track.

One of the key takeaways I’ve had from this process is that systems need to be adaptable. What worked for me a few months ago might not be what works for me now, and that’s okay. It’s about refining and adjusting until I find what helps me function at my best. One of the things I’ve incorporated into my routine is setting clearer boundaries between work, creative time, and rest. It sounds simple, but it makes a huge difference in how productive I feel.

A major part of my productivity reset has been focusing on intentional habits. Instead of trying to overhaul my entire workflow overnight, I’ve been working on making small, meaningful changes that add up over time. Things like prioritizing my most important tasks earlier in the day, tracking my progress in a way that feels rewarding, and setting designated focus blocks for deep work have all contributed to me feeling like I’m regaining control of my time.

Fitness Accountability

I’m finally back on track with my workouts and have even been posting my progress online for added accountability. Some days are tougher than others, but I can feel and see the progress, which is incredibly motivating. One major change I implemented was adding 30 assisted pull-ups to my daily routine. Let me tell you, I’m already noticing a difference in my arms. The guns are officially under construction!

One thing I’ve learned is that consistency beats intensity. I used to think I needed to push myself to the limit every single day, but that mindset only led to burnout. Now, I’m focused on sustainable progress—making sure that I show up for my workouts even when I don’t feel like it, rather than going all-in for a week and then crashing.

Fitness is as much about mindset as it is about physical progress. There have been days when I didn’t feel like working out, but I reminded myself that discipline is what will get me where I want to be. Every workout, no matter how small, is a step forward. Even on days when I don’t feel my best, I make it a point to do something active, even if it’s just stretching or going for a walk.

Other Updates

Website issues. Ugh. I noticed that all my scheduled posts haven’t been going up as planned, which means I now have to go in and manually publish everything. It’s frustrating and time-consuming, but I’ll get it figured out. If you were waiting for a story post and didn’t receive it, I sincerely apologize! I’m working on getting everything back on track.

This has made me reconsider how I handle my online content. I love having a structured schedule for posting, but when technology fails, it throws everything off. One of the things I’ll be doing moving forward is having a backup system in place—checking scheduled posts more frequently and keeping a manual posting log so that I can ensure everything is going up as expected.

If you’ve ever dealt with website glitches, you know how frustrating they can be. It’s a reminder that no matter how well we plan, sometimes things are out of our control. What matters is how we adapt to those challenges. In the meantime, I appreciate everyone’s patience as I work through this!

That’s it for this week’s update! If you’re on a similar journey—whether it’s writing, productivity, or fitness—let me know how it’s going for you. We’re all in this together!

Reflecting on the week, I realize how important it is to celebrate small wins. Whether it’s making progress on a writing project, sticking to a productivity system, or showing up for workouts, every step forward counts. Here’s to another week of progress, learning, and growth!

Weekly Accountability Post

Posted on February 24, 2025 by Carrow Brown

Work

I’ve been absolutely floored by the kind words people have shared about Dirty Deeds. Seeing the excitement for it has been an incredible experience, and I can’t wait to hear what readers think once they get their hands on the short story in Rippazine. The enthusiasm and support I’ve received have genuinely made my year, and I’m incredibly humbled by the kindness shown. Writing can be such an isolating endeavor at times, so moments like this remind me why I do it—stories bring people together.

I also have another project in the works that I can’t talk about just yet, but I’m beyond excited to dive into it. Right now, it’s in the approval stage, so I’m playing the waiting game. When I can share more details, you’ll be the first to know!

On the work front, Isom #3 finally launched, and I can’t express how much this release meant to me. Isom was the foundation that allowed me to land the best job I’ve ever had, and seeing this third installment getting ready to be in readers’ hands is a huge milestone. The anticipation and build-up were intense, but the payoff? Worth every bit of effort.

Author Life

Unfortunately, I wasn’t able to sit down and work on my short stories as much as I wanted to this past week. I had a sneaking suspicion that would happen, given how busy things have been. But I do have another story lined up for Wicked Whispers subscribers, so at least there’s that! I haven’t forgotten about my readers—I just need to find the right moment to dig back in.

On a brighter note, Queen of Swords and Silence has been getting some love from readers lately, and hearing that they enjoyed it has truly warmed my heart. Some have even asked when the next book is coming, and that’s got me thinking—I really should move it up in my project docket. It’s already so close to being finished, so it makes sense to make it my next big focus. The momentum is there, and I’d hate to let it slip away.

Personal Productivity

I hit a slump last week, and honestly, it felt like everything just slipped through my fingers. Productivity? What productivity? I’ve been trying to get myself back on track and am experimenting with a few different strategies to see what sticks.

At first, I thought paper planning would be the answer, but that lasted all of a week before I switched to a digital planner. Now, I find myself staring at my tablet, willing it to magically organize my life. (Spoiler: it hasn’t happened yet.) But I’m determined to crack the code. I know there’s a system out there that works for me—I just need to find it. One day, guys. One day.

Fitness Accountability

Being sick knocked me down harder than I expected, and getting back into the workout routine has been a challenge. Last week was my first real attempt to ease back into things, and wow—I am sore. Every muscle is protesting, but I’m taking that as a good sign.

I’m also getting winded much faster than usual, though that’s partly because my nose is still stuffy. That annoying lingering congestion isn’t helping my endurance, but I know it’ll pass. The important thing is that I’ve started moving again, and I plan to keep pushing forward. The hardest part is always getting back into the habit, but I’m doing my best to power through.

Other Life Updates

This year marks 20 years that my husband and I have been together. Our marriage anniversary is still a little ways off, but hitting the two-decade mark as a couple has made me so reflective. It’s hard to believe how much time has passed, yet at the same time, it feels like we’ve always been together.

Through everything—every challenge, every triumph, every quiet moment—we’ve built something that I cherish deeply. I feel incredibly blessed to have him by my side, and I’m looking forward to another 20 years (and beyond) together. Marriage is a journey, but when you’re with the right person, it’s one worth walking every step of the way.

That’s the wrap-up for this week! It’s been a mix of excitement, challenges, and reflections, but through it all, I’m grateful. Here’s to making progress in all areas of life—one step at a time. Until next time!

MegaCon, Con Crud, and Big Wins: An Accountability Update

Posted on February 17, 2025 by Carrow Brown

Attending MegaCon was, as always, an overwhelming but incredible experience. If you’ve ever been to a large convention, you know exactly what I mean—huge crowds, packed schedules, and an energy that keeps you moving even when you should probably sit down. This year, our booth operation went smoother than before, and we only got yelled at four times by the convention staff about our line. Considering last year’s chaos, I’d call that a win!

Managing the crowd flow was a challenge, but we improved significantly. The best part? Getting to connect with so many amazing people—readers, fans, fellow creators, and friends who stopped by to chat and hang out. The conversations I had were inspiring, and it was great to see familiar faces while making new connections.

Of course, no convention is complete without some unnecessary spending. Let’s just say my wallet took a serious hit, but the bag I bought? Totally worth it. You know it’s a good purchase when you keep looking at it and feeling absolutely no regret.

The Price of Fun: Con Crud Strikes Again

Like clockwork, post-convention illness (affectionately known as con crud) hit me hard as soon as I got home. Four days of being absolutely floored—zero energy, constant congestion, the works. But did I let that stop me from working?

Absolutely not.

Normally, I would have given in and spent those days curled up in bed, but this time, I had something that kept me pushing forward. RippaZine #3 launched last week, and with it, my story, Dirty Deeds, finally saw the light of day! This project has been close to my heart, and after months of hinting at it, it’s finally here. You can grab your own copy for just $8 (shipping not included), and trust me, I’m beyond thrilled to share this with you. I hope fans like it when they read it, as that’s the green light I need to know I can continue with the story.

What is Dirty Deeds? Let me show you the video!

Dirty Deeds Launch Trailer | Rippazine #3 | Pre-order Collection Now Live

Even though I felt like death warmed over, the excitement from everyone who ordered a copy and sent kind words my way made it all so much more bearable. Seeing people genuinely enthusiastic about Dirty Deeds reminded me why I do this in the first place.

Fitness Update: Finding Balance Post-Convention

Between MegaCon and getting sick, my workout routine took a serious hit. While the convention had me walking anywhere between 10 to 20 miles a day (seriously, conventions are not for the weak), I wasn’t pushing myself like I normally do.

Since I’m coming off of being sick, I’ve decided to take on the 100 Soft Challenge starting Monday. Unlike the 75 Hard Challenge, this will still push me to stay consistent in my fitness but allow for more flexibility. One of the struggles I had with 75 Hard was how socially limiting it could be—100 Soft will help me stay in shape without making me feel like I have to choose between fitness and everything else.

If you want to follow along and keep me accountable, I’ll be posting daily updates on X. Having that public accountability always helps, so feel free to check in and cheer me on (or call me out if I slack off)!

Author Update: Catching Up After the Chaos

Now, let’s talk about the thing I feel most guilty about—falling behind on my writing commitments. Between convention prep, work obligations, and then being out of commission for a few days, I didn’t keep up the pace I wanted to.

But I’ve been working hard to make up for it! Last weekend, I went into overdrive and posted a ton of content for my supporters. Here’s what I uploaded:

  • Fine Pint (novella)
  • Queen of Swords & Silence (entire novel)

Both of these are now available for my $3 tier and higher members, and I truly hope this makes up for the delays. Moving forward, my main goal is to finish System of Redemption before the end of the month so I can release it for you all. I appreciate the patience, and I want to make sure I’m delivering the stories you’ve been waiting for.

Moving Forward

MegaCon was a whirlwind, and getting sick was a setback, but I’m pushing ahead. With Dirty Deeds finally out in the world, a renewed focus on fitness, and a plan to catch up on my writing, I’m feeling good about where things are headed.

If you’ve picked up RippaZine #3, let me know what you think! And if you’re following along with my 100 Soft Challenge, let’s keep each other accountable. Here’s to making progress—one step (or one story) at a time!

Weekly Accountability Post

Posted on February 3, 2025 by Carrow Brown

A Week of Challenges and Anticipation

Sometimes, the best-laid plans get thrown off course by reality. This past week was one of those times. Between work obligations, unexpected physical setbacks, and the ever-present pull of major projects on the horizon, my personal writing took a back seat. While it’s easy to feel frustrated about the lack of progress, I also recognize that part of accountability is acknowledging setbacks, understanding what led to them, and figuring out how to move forward.

MegaCon Prep and the Work Drain

One of the biggest challenges I faced this week was work-related: prepping for MegaCon. As with any major event, the buildup requires an immense amount of energy and planning. Between product descriptions, marketing strategies, website updates, and ensuring all elements were in place for a smooth execution, my workload skyrocketed. It wasn’t just about getting things done—it was about getting them done right and on time.

When I push myself hard at work, my personal projects tend to take a hit. This past week, I had fully intended to make progress on my writing goals, particularly System of Redemption, Enemy Within, and my upcoming blog post about how there are no bad story ideas, only bad execution. But by the time I finished my work responsibilities, I had nothing left in the tank. My creative energy was zapped, and instead of spending time writing, I found myself shifting focus toward work-related items that, while important, weren’t necessarily what I wanted to be working on after hours.

It’s a frustrating cycle—one I’ve been in before and will likely be in again. The key takeaway for me is that balancing professional obligations with personal projects requires intentionality. If I don’t carve out time for my creative work, it will always get pushed aside by the more urgent tasks. This week was a clear reminder that I need to get better at protecting that time, even when things at work ramp up.

Fitness Hurdle: A Setback in Boxing

The other major hurdle I ran into was a physical one. I’ve been making consistent progress with my fitness goals, especially with my morning cardio and weight training, but this week, things took a painful turn. During one of my boxing workouts, I threw out my back. It was sudden, and the impact was immediate—I knew right away that I had pushed too hard, and my body wasn’t happy about it.

What followed was three days of forced rest. I’m the type of person who struggles with downtime, especially when it’s unplanned. Sitting still and letting my body heal was frustrating, particularly because I had been feeling strong in my workouts and enjoying the progress I was making. But there was no pushing through this—any attempt to keep training would have risked making things worse.

This setback reminded me that while pushing limits is important, so is listening to my body. Injuries happen, but they don’t have to be derailments. Instead, I see this as an opportunity to re-evaluate my approach, ensure I’m warming up properly, and maybe even work in more mobility-focused exercises to prevent future injuries. While I’m feeling much better now, I know I need to ease back into things rather than jumping right back into high-intensity workouts.

Looking Ahead: Big Announcements Coming Soon

Despite the setbacks, there’s a lot to be excited about. I have some major announcements coming down the pipeline—things I’ve been working toward for a while and can’t wait to share. Unfortunately, I can’t discuss them just yet, but I hope to be able to soon.

It’s always an interesting position to be in, knowing that something big is on the horizon but not being able to talk about it openly yet. On one hand, I want to keep everyone updated and a tiny collection of people in on what’s happening behind the scenes. On the other, there’s a time and place for unveiling things, and patience is key. What I can say is that these announcements will have a significant impact on both my writing and my professional journey, and I’m looking forward to when I can finally share the details.

Lessons from the Week

This week wasn’t the most productive in terms of writing, but it wasn’t a loss. It highlighted some important lessons:

  1. Work-Life Balance Needs Constant Adjustment – MegaCon prep reminded me that I have to be more intentional about carving out writing time, even during high-demand weeks. If I don’t protect that time, work will consume all of my energy.
  2. Recovery Is Part of the Process – My back injury was frustrating, but it also forced me to slow down and respect my body’s limits. Moving forward, I need to be more mindful of injury prevention and not push too hard too fast.
  3. Anticipation is Motivation – Even though I couldn’t accomplish as much as I wanted this week, knowing that big things are coming keeps me motivated. Sometimes, the best way to get through a tough stretch is to focus on what’s ahead.

Next week, I plan to refocus and regain momentum. My writing goals are still there, waiting for me to pick them back up, and I’m eager to get back into my fitness routine—this time, with a more mindful approach.

Here’s to a new week, renewed focus, and the excitement of what’s to come.

Weekly Author Update Jan 27th, 2025

Posted on January 27, 2025 by Carrow Brown

Personal

Recently, I decided to go back to using a paper planner, and it has been a game-changer for my focus and productivity. I’m using a passport-sized traveler’s notebook, which is just the right size for me. What makes this transition even better is that I didn’t need to buy anything new—I already had the inserts at home. Bonus points for being frugal! The shift has been like night and day for my attention span. There’s something about physically writing tasks and crossing them off that keeps me on track in a way digital tools never could.

That said, I have a history of jumping between planning systems every three months. I’ll admit that’s a bad habit of mine. So, the real test will be to see how long I stick with this one. But for now, it’s helping me stay organized and feel accomplished at the end of each day.

Fitness

I’m happy to report that my fitness journey is going strong! I’ve already shed five of the eight pounds I picked up over the holidays, and I’m confident I’ll lose the remaining three before MegaCon. My current routine includes two workouts a day, except for Saturdays when I give myself a bit of a break. This schedule has been intense but effective, and it’s motivating to see the progress.

After MegaCon, I’m looking for a new fitness challenge. My husband and I have been toying with the idea of training to climb Mt. Fuji again. We climbed it during our first year of marriage, and it would be a special way to celebrate our 20th anniversary. The thought of revisiting that adventure fills me with excitement—and let’s be honest, it’s also a great motivator to keep my fitness on track!

Author Stuff

This week, I managed to upload a new short story for Wicked Whispers. The story is a special request from a friend and features a maid as the protagonist. I’ll admit, I cheated a bit with this one since it was already written. But hey, sharing content that’s already polished isn’t a bad thing, right? Especially when it brings joy to subscribers.

Looking ahead, I need to prep two more stories for the next couple of weeks since I’ll be out of town and won’t have time to write. Planning ahead like this is always a challenge, but I’m determined to stay consistent for my readers.

On the flip side, System of Redemption didn’t see any progress this week. I had opportunities to work on it but let myself get distracted. I’ve realized I need to be better about sticking to my plans and not procrastinating. It’s a tough habit to break, but acknowledging it is the first step toward improvement.

I also revisited Queen of Swords and Silence, my first book. Reading through it was a bit of a cringe-fest. First books are often referred to as “ugly babies” for a reason—and mine definitely fits the bill! Still, there’s something endearing about seeing how far I’ve come as a writer. I’ve decided to dive back into this world by rewriting the book. This time, I mean it. It’s time to give this story the polish and care it deserves.

Work Update

Work has been a whirlwind lately. We’re ramping up releases and juggling a few other projects behind the scenes. It’s kept me busy and reinforced the importance of managing my time and energy wisely. I’d say I did okay this week, but I always feel like there’s room for improvement. If I can be 1% better each week, those small gains will add up.

I also have an exciting work update that I can’t share just yet. Once the official announcement is made, I’ll spill all the details here. In the meantime, if you’re curious, make sure to follow the Rippaverse socials. There’s some great stuff in the pipeline that I think you’ll love.

Goals for Next Week

Here’s what I plan to tackle before MegaCon:

  1. Finish prepping two short stories
    • I need to have these ready to go since I’ll be out of town and won’t have writing time.
  2. Write three chapters of System of Redemption
    • It’s time to get back on track with this project and make meaningful progress.
  3. Post the next page of Raven of Ruin
    • I want to keep the momentum going for this story and ensure readers have something new to enjoy.
  4. Be ready for MegaCon!
    • This includes packing, finalizing any last-minute details, and making sure I’m prepared to fully enjoy the event.

Final Thoughts

This week has been a mix of productivity and reflection. From embracing the simplicity of a paper planner to gearing up for MegaCon, I’ve been reminded of the importance of focus, preparation, and persistence. Whether it’s fitness goals, writing projects, or work commitments, staying consistent and accountable makes all the difference.

To my fellow writers, creators, and readers: what are you working on this week? Let’s keep pushing forward together!

Understanding Audience and Demographics

Posted on January 24, 2025 by Carrow Brown

Identifying Your Target Readers

When writing novels or comic scripts, understanding your audience and their demographics is the foundation for crafting compelling stories that resonate. Knowing your target readers helps you write more effectively and market your work strategically, ensuring it reaches those who will connect with your themes, characters, and style. Whether you’re just starting out or refining your craft, this guide will help you define your ideal reader and understand their needs.

Why Knowing Your Audience Matters

1. Tailored Content: Understanding your audience enables you to write stories that appeal directly to their interests, preferences, and emotional needs.

2. Effective Marketing: It’s easier to promote your work when you know where your readers hang out, what they engage with, and how they like to consume stories.

3. Building Community: When you know your audience, you can create meaningful connections that foster loyalty and advocacy.

4. Avoiding Missteps: Knowing your audience helps avoid alienating readers by misunderstanding their values, expectations, or cultural nuances.

Step 1: Who Is Your Ideal Reader?

The first step is imagining your ideal reader. This is not just about their age or gender but their interests, values, and habits. Here are a few questions to guide you:

  • Demographics: What is their age, gender, income level, and education?
  • Interests: What hobbies or activities do they enjoy? What kind of stories, genres, or media do they consume?
  • Goals and Aspirations: What drives them? What challenges are they trying to overcome in their lives?
  • Values: What do they care deeply about? What themes resonate with them emotionally?
  • Reading Habits: How do they read—digital, print, or both? Do they prefer serialized content, standalone stories, or long-form narratives?

Example:

Imagine you’re writing a science fiction comic. Your ideal reader might be:

  • A 25-35-year-old woman with a tech background.
  • Someone who loves The Expanse, Mass Effect, and philosophical debates about AI.
  • She reads comics on Webtoons during her lunch breaks and binge-reads graphic novels over the weekend.
  • She values strong female protagonists, morally complex dilemmas, and a balance of action and introspection.

By identifying this reader, you can tailor your work to meet her expectations and create a story that feels like it was written for her.

Step 2: Researching Your Audience

Once you’ve imagined your ideal reader, validate your assumptions with research. Here are some methods:

1. Explore Similar Works

Look at novels, comics, and movies that share themes, genres, or styles with your story. Who reads or watches them? Check:

  • Fan discussions on platforms like Reddit, Twitter, or Discord.
  • Reviews on Goodreads, Amazon, or comic book forums to see what readers praise or criticize.
  • Audience demographics provided by publishers or streaming services.

2. Engage with Communities

Join online spaces where your target audience gathers. For instance:

  • Science fiction readers might frequent r/sciencefiction, author blogs, or podcasts like Writing Excuses.
  • Comic book fans often gather on subreddits like r/comicbooks, Instagram fan pages, or conventions.

Participating in discussions can reveal their preferences, frustrations, and expectations.

3. Conduct Surveys or Polls

If you already have a small audience (e.g., on social media or a newsletter), ask them directly:

  • What kind of stories do they enjoy?
  • What themes resonate with them?
  • How do they discover new content?

4. Use Analytics Tools

Platforms like Google Analytics, Instagram Insights, and Patreon demographics can give data on your audience’s age, location, and interests.

Step 3: Creating Stories for Your Audience

Once you understand your audience, use that knowledge to craft stories that resonate with them.

1. Define Your Genre and Themes

Choose a genre your audience gravitates toward and explore themes they care about. For example:

  • Millennials drawn to fantasy might prefer themes of rebellion against tradition, found family, and moral ambiguity.
  • Fans of superhero comics may seek stories about redemption, societal issues, or overcoming adversity.

2. Develop Relatable Characters

Characters are the lens through which your readers will experience the story. Design protagonists that your audience can relate to, admire, or root for.

  • Consider their values, flaws, and goals. What struggles will resonate with your reader’s experiences or aspirations?
  • Incorporate diverse perspectives to make your work more inclusive.

3. Balance Style and Accessibility

Your writing style should suit your audience’s expectations:

  • Young Adult readers might prefer fast-paced, emotionally charged narratives.
  • Fans of literary comics may appreciate slower, thought-provoking stories with experimental visuals.

4. Visuals for Comic Readers

For comics, visuals are as important as the story. Understand your readers’ aesthetic preferences:

  • Do they like clean lines and vibrant colors or gritty, monochromatic art?
  • Are they drawn to manga-inspired styles or Western comic book aesthetics?

Collaborate with artists who can capture the look and feel your audience expects.

Step 4: Marketing to Your Audience

Identifying your audience isn’t just for writing—it’s crucial for marketing. Here’s how to connect with readers effectively:

1. Create Reader Personas

Turn your research into a few detailed reader personas. For instance:

  • “Techie Tina”: A 30-year-old IT professional who loves sci-fi comics with strong female leads.
  • “Fantasy Frank”: A 22-year-old college student who enjoys action-packed sword-and-sorcery stories.

Use these personas to tailor your marketing strategy.

2. Optimize Your Platforms

Choose platforms where your audience is most active. For example:

  • Instagram and Webtoons for younger, mobile-first readers.
  • Facebook groups or newsletters for older, traditional readers.

3. Speak Their Language

Craft marketing messages that reflect their tone, humor, and values. If your audience loves pop culture references, incorporate them into your promotions.

4. Engage Authentically

Interact with your audience through comments, live Q&A sessions, or exclusive content. Show that you understand and appreciate them.

Homework: Describe Your Ideal Reader and Their Ideal Comic

Your Task: Think about the kind of person who would love your work. Write a short profile that includes:

  • Who they are (age, interests, lifestyle).
  • What themes and genres they enjoy.
  • What they’re looking for in a comic.

Example:

“My ideal reader is a 28-year-old graphic designer who loves urban fantasy and horror. She’s a fan of Hellboy and The Sandman because of their rich mythology and dark atmosphere. She wants a comic that combines stunning visuals with a compelling story about flawed characters, moral dilemmas, and a touch of the supernatural.”

By defining your ideal reader, you’ll be better equipped to craft stories that resonate, market effectively, and build a dedicated following.

Final Thoughts

Understanding your audience and demographics is an ongoing process. As you grow as a writer, so will your understanding of your readers. Take the time to research, engage, and adapt your strategies to meet their needs. Writing for your audience doesn’t mean compromising your artistic vision—it’s about finding the intersection between your passions and their desires.